Hello my dear friend and fellow Lightworker,
I am just so happy that you have found me and this page. Even if this is just this briefest of connections, we have made it. Whew! Another stitch in our grand and beautiful, never-ending tapestry we call Life.
If you are here, we probably have some core qualities in common. Like you, I have always felt I was here for some reason, but I just didn’t know what it was. But it seemed related to something big, something for the good of everyone, the Earth (and I could barely articulate this thought to myself much less anyone else.) Here is a bit of my story:
As soon as I could breathe, it seems, I tried lots of things that other people told me I should be, do and have. Mostly to please them, to “get it right”, to have the answer. I spent a lot of time thinking there was something wrong with me. Of course, I married, dated and worked for people who agreed! My next step was to do tons of “work on myself” and have truly a great deal of gratitude to my various therapists, teachers, healers, coaches, shamen, communities, friends (and especially my daughter) who chugged along with me during this phase. I have belly danced, re-birthed, hit pillows, meditated, traveled to sacred spots, drunk potions, eaten diets, said affirmations, and on and on. All to the very good, but still…that longing persisted. Although I had an incredibly rich and adventurous, creative life, the deepest longings of my heart never really felt satisfied. I still asked “What is wrong with me?”
I used to channel my clients’ Higher Selves because I thought I was so worthless. My goal was to just be a faucet for the Divine. That practice actually served me well because I learned to get out of the way and allow the Great Wisdom to manifest uniquely for each person. I learned to listen for it, to give it voice and to recognize static when I heard it. At every session I experienced the difference between True Love and the ego, that story-telling seducer that had been fooling me into thinking it was “Me”. But I did not know how to apply that wisdom in my own life.
It was not until I really began to be still, to be quiet, to spend a lot of time in nature, in my garden and to let go of all the old stories that I honestly thought were true, that all of this has begun to integrate. Daily life and spiritual well-being.
So, I have been learning the road as it unfolds before me. I am comfortable enough with its twists and turns. I have picked up (and put down) some very useful tools along the way. I have found my true voice, deep peace and the power to be fully present with integrity.
I am here to support you on your path of “getting here”. I am a master of holding the space for your unfolding into your true Being, for your remembering why you are here, and for your giving your gifts and sharing the Light. For I can see who you really are. I hold the door open for you.
Thank you for reading thus far and for being here on Earth in this incredible, never-before-experienced time of luminosity and love.
Namaste,
Ahulani